"So, what do you believe you find wrong about yourself??"
"It's just that my emotions... They are so weird!!"
"Why do you think that??"
"Well, they change so fast, and they are so loud!! In the beginning, I'm fine, but then, two seconds later, I get... I don't know... I'm way too... happy!!
In my head, I suddenly become the center of everything!! I feel like I'm in a stage, and people in my head cheer for me!! Everyone cheers for ME!! And I'm always so loud. I always feel like I can control the universe, and everything in it!! It's always one thought away... One thought away, and I become like this!!
And then..."
"And then??"
"As soon as I go up, I get aggressive!! Suddenly everyone in the audience wants to fight me, in some way!! And that angers me!! It's my head, I should be the best there!! Everyone outside ignores me, I'm not gonna let it get inside!!"
"Go on..."
"And, I obviously become aggressive!! I wanna fight everyone!! But then, even though I get blind by the feeling, my mind says after a while: "What are you doing??"
"That makes me feel like a monster!! Like I'm gonna hurt someone!! Even if I KNOW, that's it's all in my head, I feel like I-!!"
"*sigh* ..."
"I see... And then?? What happens after that??"
"My brain gets to tired by the whole process, so I end up tired!! Feeling nothing... Just being there... Laying down..."
"I see!! So what you're telling me is-"
"YOU KNOW WHAT?? DOES IT IT MATTER REALLY WHAT I SAY TO YOU?? MAYBE YOU'RE JUST TOO DUMB TO UNDERSTAND!!
YEAH, YOU ALL KEEP TELLING ME ONE MINUTE I ACT LIKE A WEIRDO, AND THE NEXT MINUTE I'M FINE!! YOU KNOW WHAT, I'M FINE!!
I'M SO FINE, I'M ACTUALLY FEELING PERFECT!! I FEEL LIKE I'M ON TOP OF THE WORLD!! I DON'T NEED ANY OF YOU TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO, AND HOW TO ACT!! MAYBE YOU'RE ALL SO STUPID!!
YEAH, I'M GONNA SAY I'M FINE, AND I'LL BE FINE!! IT'S MAGIC!! JUST WATCH!!"
"MAYBE YOU ALL NEED TO TRY AND NOT TALK ABOUT ME!!"
"MAYBE YOU ALL NEED TO LEAVE ME ALONE!!"
"MAYBE YOU ALL NEED A BREAK!!"
"MAYBE YOU ALL NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP!!"