Sometimes, just sometimes mind, I feel like there are many different versions of me in my head which are all trying to have their say. Luckily I can usually bitch slap them down and gain control in a second or two but this poor dear has no such luck. She's stuck with her multiple belligerent personalities nearly all day everyday and it is driving her close to madness. She is graced with an astounding beauty though so many men think that she is unbelievably amazing and that she should be their girlfriend. Unfortunately most men just can't handle those levels of craziness but if any of them had looked upon the Maskell-Williams sexy/crazy scale then they would have found out that it just wasn't going to work out...

Walking madness, intelligent mess, creative abnormality, beautiful labrat and hysteric neurotic!! Walking between the border of neurosis and psychosis...
When I was younger, if there was one thing I wished for was to make Superland and its residents inside it real... Years later, I got diagnosed with DID and I'm trying to understand what drove little me to end up taking the road of madness!!
This website was initially served as my suicide letter to the world!! I didn't want to be here anymore!! I didn't want to be in this place... I didn't want to be in this state... But now?? Now it's the determination of a trauma survivor trying to live life and actually make things better for once!! A life attempt from someone that life is just too stubborn to let die... So now... So now I'm trying to find peace in life, without ending up making anymore suicide attempts!! This time I'll live!! For real!! There will be relapses, but I will not let this get to me!! I've taken my decision and I'm gonna stand by it!! I'm gonna manage this illness and heal!! For once, I'm making myself manage life!! Because that's what I deserve!! To heal!!